i’m really tired of my loved ones being taken from me … & i know that i’m strong but … sometimes i just don’t feel like i’m strong enough , i just feel like i’m slowly but surely crumbling on the inside . & it has takne a lot for me to build this strength up . it’s taken one thing after the next after the next . & i’m sick of it . when will the hurt stop ?
Never that’s why its called a hard knock life
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How dare he…Make me hurt the way he often does… Shame on me for allowing him to control my feelings the way that I do. would he hurt as much as I if I did the same to him?Do I hold any control to the feelings he has for me? How could I if ZI cannot control the feelings of my own….Why do I give him so muc.. for as little as I recieve? Can he not see the pain in my eyes…Dosent it bother him to see? Does it mean he does not love me? Is it wrong for me to wish this pain upon him??Would it make a difference would he still inflict this pain upon me? Why do I forgive him so easily, When I know thats why he will do it again?It is easier for me to forgive him then the thought o being alone without him… but here I am alone though I am with him..But can
How dare he…Make me hurt the way he often does… Shame on me for allowing him to control my feelings the way that I do. would he hurt as much as I if I did the same to him?Do I hold any control to the feelings he has for me? How could I if ZI cannot control the feelings of my own….Why do I give him so much.. for as little as I receive? Can he not see the pain in my eyes…Do sent it bother him to see? Does it mean he does not love me? Is it wrong for me to wish this pain upon him??Would it make a difference would he still inflict this pain upon me? Why do I forgive him so easily, When I know that’s why he will do it again?It is easier for me to forgive him then the thought o being alone without him… but here I am alone though I am with him..But cannot let go
